I MET "OUR" GRANDPA!!

what a day to start with!
haha..

well, today i have bankruptcy matter at KLHC..bankrupting people ok! haha...then when i was at parking area i saw a figure which is so familiar..

as i walk towards him, yeah! i know this guy! he is my beloved CPC lecturer! haha...

I met Syed Tariq at KL court! i', so glad and pleased to met him and the best of all, he still remembers me! hehehe...

sir, because of u, i starts my day at court with a smile in my face..haha!

nice meeting you sir and all of us (on behalf of my other friends) misses you so much!

p/s: a lil update - this semester will be his last sem teaching cus he will going back to UK... huhu...

ANNOUNCEMENT

dear readers/friends,

this blog previously known as "The Other Side of Me" has now named as "Bringin' Back The Real Me" and the blogger is still the same person (ha ha).

Cheers!

Berhabuk dah!

perghh...

dah berhabuk blog aku!

last entry masa raya ari tu! ches...

well a lot had happen.. and i wish i can write it here...

but it will be a tons of entry..

so to avoid that..lemme start with a new entry sempena NEW YEAR 2010 nnt...

and insyaAllah, will be updated frequently...hehe

cheers!

syawal dtg lagi..ramadhan dirindui..

1 hari sebelum hari raya:

1. kemas umah kat KL b4 balik kampung..

2. packing baju2 yg nak dipakai di kampaung..ala baju raya la! haha

3. big bro suh bwk bju arwah ayah yg dia tak sempat pakai utk big bro pakai masa raya nnt..
--> reaksi ketika tgk bju arwah ayah: sedih, syahdu..teringat! aji rindu ayah..

4. gi wash car - kasi polish spai kilat! haha...

5. ziarah kubur arwah ayah - sedih lg..teringat kat dia!

6. bertolak ke kampung ku!

malam raya @ kampung ku:

1. beli bahan2 yg tak cukup utk buat rendang..haha last minute sbb ada uncle aji ckp..raya monday! poyo jek!

2. kemas umah nenek..atas dan bawah..luar dan dalam! deco..deco..deco! haha..

3. bakar lemang..masak ketupat dan rendang..
--> mode ketika ini : excited giler! pastu sakan bergambo! haha..
**tetibe teringat kat arwah ayah lg! dia suke lemang!**

4. org2 kampung dtg takbir - syahdu jiwa dgr takbir raya..teringat arwah ayah..menitis air mata buat sekian kalinya...

5. tunggu lemang masak..rendang..dgn ketupat spai la ni tak masak lg..aiseh!
--> mode ketika ini : curik2 buat entry ni sambil tunggu lemang ni! hahahah.....

pesanan:

slamat hari raya aidil fitri buat semua..seribu kemaafan dipohon sempena hari yang mulia ini..berhati2 ketika memandu..

p/s: gambar akan di upload pada entry akan dtg..hehe!

tart nenas gulung makwan

pergh...satu umah bau tart nenas..sedapnyer! skang ni mummy tgh sibuk siapkan tart nenas yg org order...byk gak la...huhu..kebanyakkan nyer regular customers yg order..sbb mummy malas nk buat byk2..kire special customer jek dpt order! haha...limited produce ni..!

tart ni kire recipe turun temurun..totally home made..including jem dia! all in all..mummy yg buat! dia kata jem yg jual kat kdai x sedap! so semalam ji antar dia g pasar tani..dia borong nenas! pastu balik...dia gi sagat nenas tu...nk buat jem! hehe..ji plak..duk tgk jek..haha!observe dulu.. =))

not to brag abt it...but ji brani ckp yg mummy punyer tart nenas is da bomb! haha...takde org leh lawan buat masa ni..and mummy nyer tart nenas ni is aji nyer fav...all time fav!

klu g makan tart nenas kat umah org or beli kat kedai..xde yg dpt lawan mummy nyer tart..haha!

enuf said...nnt org kata berlagak plak! huhu...nah..ni dia pic tart nenas fav ji! =))

**tart nenas gulung makwan**

setelah sekian lama...

perghh...lama dh tak update!
dh berhabuk blog ni..haha...

anyway, byk dh berubah skang...dulu best jek now..cm busan sket..
tapi xpe..semua tu ujian dan dugaan dari Nya...insyaAllah..akan aji usahakan hingga berjaya...

esk 1st day duty starts...excited pun ade..haha..tp, PC aji dh out dated - lupe nak beli PC baru..aiseh, terbang lah rm20 kat kdai buku joshua esk..haha

hmm...status aji - masih mcm dulu! eceh..haha..tp ade buah ati yg sgt smart and cute yg sudi menemani aji ke mana shaja..eceh! cayunk "dak itam"...

raya dh dekat..ades..duit lak dh kering...huhu..baju raye xde lg...duit raya?! sure bratur bebudak tu nnt..ades!! duit tol..arghh...susahnyer jd adult ni! haha...

few days back aji dpt 1 news..tak tau lah either aji suppose to be happy for it or not..emosi skang - NIL! xde prasaan dh..maybe sbb dh anggap dia cm kawan jek..anyway - dia akan berada dkt ngan aji - kebarangkalian utk berjumpe --> sgt tinggi! hmm...ntah la! emosi ketika ini : KOSONG!

kerja?! - hmm...dunno how to say la! mereka2 yg slalu bakar semangat aji dh pindah! now..kene bakar semangat sendri..haha! xpe! usaha tangga kejayaan! to the new batch..i'll show to u tht i can do it! and to gain ur trust & confidence towards me is my aim!

status hati - berbunga2 sbb ade "dak itam"..haha! welcome to my life "dak itam"..i'll take a good care of u! promise..

status persahabatan - to go h*%L lah! i dont need u...and i dont want to be ur friend cus u dunt know how to appreciates friendship! enuf said!

status keakraban - yaar! u are the only one whom i can rely on and who i can turn to! thanks for being in my life yaar! i appreciates ur friendship and i know we both share the same issues - and my say is - GTH lah ngan minah tu! haha...

concluding remarks?!
mata aji dh ngantuk..insyaAllah..aji akan try utk buat blog ni tak berhabuk and bersarang lg! hehe..

prepare ur weapon...and fight like a warrior!!!

dulu aku nak sgt abes blaja cecepat sbb dh tak larat nk ngadap exam every semester...
skang aku dh keje...dh abes blaja...
tetiba, pendirian ku berubah!
aku rasa cm nk blaja balik!
sbb...tensen gak keje ni!
especially cm aku yang kene wat litigation...
perghh..byk juga kene buat...submission, pleading, cases, etc
walaupun dulu kat law school ada gak buat bende-bende ni..
tapi degree ketensenan nyer tak sama..
kat law school, mostly litigation file yang diassignkan boleh la dikatakan sebagai agak straight forward...and kita akan sentiasa ada defense dan cases untuk di supportkan..
tp real litigation..sgt2 memeningkan..terutamanya bila facts dan issues nya sgt complicated.
spaikan ada satu ketika...rasa cm nak bakar jek lexis-nexis ngan clj sbb tak bagi saya kes-kes yang sy perlu utk client saya! huh!
tapi, eventho aku tensi ngan litigation...bidang ini jugak la yang makin aku suka!
sebabnya litigation ni memerlukan penggunaan otak ke tahap yang super maksima!
kene creative dan kene quick! kalau tak...abes kene scold dgn judge dan juga boss! haha..
kepada kwn2 yang masih blaja, enjoy la zaman blaja anda itu...sbb dh chambering nnt...anda kan tau seksanya! haha...
dan kepada kwn2 yang ingin menceburkan dir dalam bidang litigation...saya nasihatkan agar anda semua persiapkan diri anda sepenuhnya dari segi mental, physical dan kesihatan! kalau agak2 cam nak kene flu or demam or batuk..cepat2 amek ubat sbb nnt susah nk buat keje...walaupun bole amek mc...but still u have a responsible to finish up ur file nak-nak if that file ada hearing pada esk harinya! huhu...
dan saya nasihatkan juga kepada kwn semua...utk "prepare ur weapon to enter into litigation world" sbb...kita akan kene attack bila-bila masa! kene kuat, tabah dan cekal! jgn cepat putus asa dan jgn cepat menyerah kalah! kalau kene scold atas kesalahan kita sendri..trima je! tp klu anda rasa anda tak bersalah...pertahankan diri anda..jangan biarkan anda dipijak2...tp jgn jadi too defensive sbb...kita hanyalah budak chambie! hahaha.....

apa lagi ye! haa...dh abes dh! haha...

last but not least...semua keje ada dugaan nya! terserah kepada kita untuk menerimanya! jadi kuatkan semangat dan brani berjuang!!!

(note to self: aji - AGI IDUP AGI NGELABAN!!)

new phase of life

setelah hampir 1 bulan setengah aji jual anggur...akhirnya aji terpaksa tutup kedai sbb panggilan keje dh tiba.

2hb June 2009...bermula lah hidup aji yang baru yakni..alam pekerjaan..hehe..ngeri + nervous pun ade! huhuhu...

kwn2...wish me luck k! semoga sepanjang 9 bulan ini akan ku berjaya harunginya dgn jaya! ameen!

cinta ku tertinggal di Bukit Tinggi & Jakarta!

im back!
jakarta was fun! totally tired lah!shopping here and there! haha...
im also went to bukit tinggi! dyem..the "kain" thr so nice!
i bought few pairs for myself! haha..
sulam tangan ok! so nice!!! and bukit tinggi totally different from Jakarta!
more cleaner from jakarta lah...i heart bukit tinggi!
the food sedap! but a bit masin...maybe org2 minang kat bukit tinggi ni suke makan masin2 kot! hehe...(no offence k!)

hmm..baju for raya secured! haha..then insyaAllah, end of this month will be at Singapore..sale la wey! who wants to miss it kan! sale gegiler!!!...hahaha...

selamat tinggal malaysia..

yay!
hari yg ku tunggu telah tiba..
esk tanggal 28 Mei 2009..
aku akan meninggalkan Malaysia dan menuju ke Jakarta..
bercuti bersama keluarga...haha!
hadiah "graduation" katanya!
hehehe....JAKARTA! HERE I COME!!!

Betapa Aku Cinta Padamu

Afgan's song! so sweet! and i simply luv it!

to my **mr. right** (where ever u are...this song is for u! ~^__^~)

Dihati Ini
Hanya Dirimu
Yang Aku Sayang, Yang Aku Rindu
Setiap Saat
Setiap Waktu
Kuingin Engkau Slalu Ada Disisiku

Izinkan Aku Kecup Keningmu
Izinkan Aku Peluk Dirimu
Izinkan Aku Hadir Didalam Mimpimu
Betapa Aku Cinta Padamu
Betapa Aku Aku Ingin Dirimu
Yang Kan Menjadi Bagian Dari Hidupku, Oh..Kasih...

Papaprappp..Uu..Aa.....

Dihati Ini
Hanya Dirimu
Yang Aku Sayang, Yang Aku Rindu
Setiap Saat
Setiap Waktu
Kuingin Engkau Slalu Ada Disisiku

Izinkan Aku Kecup Keningmu
Izinkan Aku Peluk Dirimu
Izinkan Aku Hadir Didalam Mimpimu
Betapa Aku Cinta Padamu
Betapa Aku Ingin Dirimu
Yang Kan Menjadi Bagian Dari Hidupku, Oh..Kasih...

Cikgu-cikgu ku! (Part II)

Kat skolah rendah, aji masih nakal, tomboy..haha! Cikgu aji, aji igt lg, home class teacher aji masa darjah 1 is cikgu fairuz. Dia pun ala2 lelaki. Ganas. Hahaha…so aji ngam ngan dia. Tp tak byk kenangan sgt. Kenangan paling aji tak bole lupe was masa aji darjah 4 dan 5. masa tu home class teacher aji was Cikgu Addnan. Darjah 4 and 5 dia yang pegang. Haha..jgn salah sangka, dia bukan ayah aji walaupun name dia same. Dia org lain..single lagi masa tu. And dia was cikgu yang paling rapat ngan aji. Sbb dia unofficially nya anggap aji as anak dia..siap ngaku kat mak aji masa report card day yang dia anggap aji anak dia sbb kebetulan nama dia Addnan. Haha..tak malu betul! Cikgu Addnan aja aji math. Aji mmg terus terang ckp aji mmg tak suka math! Seriously! Tp sbb dia ajar..aji jd minat ngan math! Dia creative. Mcm2 cara dia aja kitaorg utk syg math..haha! and thanks to him, math aji masa tuh mmg bertambah baik. Haha..aji igt lagi, dia penah ckp yang “math is fun”. Haha…ye lah! FUN! Haha..dia ngan aji mmg ngam. Infact satu skolah igt dia bebetul ayah aji! Cikgu2 seme tau aji anak cikgu Addnan. Haha…bengong kan! Kebetulan aji pun layan jek! Dh org anggap mcm ank kan..so apa lg! haha…aji rapat ngan dia. And yes aji syg dia. Dialah satu2 nya cikgu yang aji still igt. Paling tak tahan, masa report card day darjah 5, dia bgtau kat mak aji yang aji ni anak dia and slalu main2 dlm cls. Nakal dan suka buli org. haha…nk buat cmne kan..aji mmg cmtu! Hehe…pastu dia ckp kat mak aji lg yg aji ni hyperactive and tak reti duk diam sbb aji takkan duduk kat tempat duduk aji dediam…sure akan berjalan punye! Kaco org. hahaha…yes…thts true indeed. Pastu yang best nye..mak aji ni leh lak geng ngan Cikgu Addnan ni. Pastu dia report yang aji suke baca comic. Aisshh…pecah rahsia! Haha..and I still remember until dis day dia ckp “Oh..anak ayah suka baca komik ye” sambil cubit pipi aji! Cheh! Huhu…in front of my mum! Hampeh! Tp..dia mmg best! Ada one time ni…dia anta aji balik umah sbb time tu kaki aji cedera teruk sbb kene balun ngan kayu hockey masa tournament. Dia siap marah2 aji mcm aji ni anak dia. Tak sangka…ada gak cikgu cmni! Lepas tournament tu, aji mmg tak leh join mane2 hockey tournament sbb dia slalu report kat mak/ayah aji! Aji benci sgt dia time tu. Sbb hockey was my passion! Tp at last aji paham! Thanks Cikgu! Aji tak benci Cikgu lagi! Infact aji dh berdamai ngan cikgu kan…masa aji sambut birthday cikgu. Haha…penat wo kumpul duit nk beli kek yang kecik tu. Tp best sbb cikgu nanges pastu. Hehehe…tp, masa aji darjah 6, cikgu pindah. Sedih sgt!! Sbb aji betul2 syg cikgu mcm ayah aji. Pastu tak lama lepas cikgu pindah, cikgu anta kad kawen cikgu kat umah. Aji happy sgt2! Tp aji mtk maaf sbb aji tak dpt dtg kenduri kawen cikgu. Maaf sgt2!! Huhu…sbb cikgu wat kenduri time tu malam! Ayah aji takde…dia outstation. So aji nak pegi ngan sape…huhu..Maaf Cikgu Addnan!!!! Lepas cikgu kawen, terus takde kabar brita. Ye lah…kan! Aji paham! Tak sangka masa aji tingkatan 1 aji jmpe cikgu kat bazaar ramadhan kat Greenwood. Cikgu sorang2. tak sangka Cikgu kenal aji lg. masa tu kat kdai air tebu…cikgu tanye aji.. “Awk ni azura adnan kan…” pastu aji ckp ye.. “Anak ayah!” Cikgu ckp…masa tu aji tak tau lah nk describe cmne…tak sangke cikgu masih anggap aji as anak cikgu. Cikgu crita kan aji yang wife cikgu baru lepas bersalin..anak prempuan..and nama dia “Azura”. Memula, aji tak percaya sbb igt cikgu tipu. Tapi rerupenye betul! Haha…tak sangka kan! Aji tanye knape cikgu pilih nama azura, pastu cikgu ckp yang cikgu amek nama tu sempena nama aji sbb aji anak cikgu! Huhu….terharu! akhirnya..cikgu bebetul ada anak nama Azura Addnan. Sama mcm aji…cume aji nye nama Azura Adnan with 1 D. hmm…pastu kita tak penah jumpa kan cikgu. Dgr cite cikgu pindah. Tp ntah la…aji pun dh pindah umah. So kita lost contact cm tu jek.

Cikgu-cikgu ku!

Rasenya belum terlambat lagi aji nk ucapkan selamat hari guru kepada semua guru2 si seantero dunia. Guru memang memainkan peranan yg besar dpt hidup setiap manusia sbb mereka ni lah yang tanpa jemu dan penat mengajar kita semua apa itu ilmu! Tanpa guru2 ni..tak mungkin kita jd seperti sekarang.

Well tak salah rasanya if aji nk crita pasal cikgu2 yang memainkan peranan yang amat besar dlm hidup aji! Bermula dari tadika lagi aji amat berterima kasih kepada arwah cikgu Zainon yang tanpa jemu ajar aji setiap huruf ABC spailah ke Z dari no 1 hingga lah ke no 10 dan macam2 lagi. Dialah insan yang mula-mula mengajar aji apa erti ilmu tu seme! Aji rase, tanpa dia..tak mungkin aji mampu membaca dan mengenal setiap huruf. Ya, mungkin ada yang tak bersetuju…sbb dorg akan ckp parents ada utk mengajar kita seme..yes, thts true! But as for me..dulu, parents aji sibuk cari rezeki..so tak dpt bagi masa sgt2 kat aji utk ajar aji semua bende..so cikgu tadika itu lah yang ajar aji semuanya. Dia lah yang tanam sifat mahu belajar dlam hati aji ni. Dia lah yang tanpa penat kejar aji kat tadika tu, suruh aji blaja. Dulu aji nakal. Sgt2 nakal. Geng aji seme dak lelaki plus, g tadika pun dulu aji pkai uniform lelaki! Haha…tomboy, thts me! Nakal aji, mmg satu sekolah tau! Spaikan aji igt lagi yang cikgu aji penah ckp kat aji “Zura awk tak penat ke? Cikgu dh penat kejar awk. Cikgu sakit kaki..” masa tu..aji rasa bersalah sgt2 sbb aji cikgu enon sakit kaki. Tp biasa lah budak..insaf kejap je. Haha…last aji jmpe cikgu enon is beberapa bulan sebelum dia menghembuskan nafas yang terakhir. Masa tu aji darjah 6 kot. Dia cakap kat aji..yang aji ni lah anak murid dia yang paling nakal dia penah jumpa and paling dia sayang. Aji memula tak paham kenapa dia ckp mcm tu. Sbb mana da org syg budak nakal. Then, masa aji tingkatan 2, mak aji crite..yang cikgu enon tu anggap aji macam anak dia sbb dia takda anak prempuan. Sedih aji dgr crita tu. Aji nyesal sbb aji buat cikgu enon penat kejar aji. Aji buat dia sakit kaki. Aji buat dia sedih masa aji gaduh ngan dak lelaki. Aji buat dia marah masa dia dpt tau aji buli sorg budak ni ..dan mcm2 lagi. Cikgu Enon, aji mtk maaf byk2..dan trima kasih sbb jd cikgu aji. Aji beruntung dpt cikgu mcm cikgu enon! Ya Allah, tempatkan lah dia di kalangan mereka yang Kau kasihi dan ampunilah segala dosanya. Al-Fatihah.

so called "SAMSENG JALANAN"

mat rempit..satu nama yg sekarang perlu dikenali sebagai "samseng jalanan"! itu kata polis..well, for me...for what ever names they are call, they are wht they are! what we need now is a strict enforcement of law! dun talk bullshit..but rather pls improve the law! amend wht need to be amended! punish them accordingly! they deserve the worse punishment as they totally disregard life of other people! enough is enough! we dun want to hear more cases abt pregnant ladies died after being snatch! no more pls! law enforcement bodies..i know im shallow abt law...i know less abt it..but can u pls make sure that wht u about to legislate will definately punish those mat rempit/samseng jalanan according to the crime they commit! punish them as a lesson to those mat rempit/samseng jalanan yg kat luar tu..show them that the law is something that they cannot mess with! show them who is incharge! cus believe me...they are mocking our law because they didnt afraid of it! they think they are superior than the law! so pls, the enforcement bodies...show to them the u guys incharge of all this! show them that the law is superior! pls..pls..pls!

(imagine..anak2 yg kehilangan mak dorg sbb so called mat rempit/samseng jalanan! pada sapa anak2 ni nk kongsi kasih sayang! every person in the earth need their mother! so pls...no more! enuf is enuf..!! dun let these children loss their mother bcs of this!

Clearance for an idiot like me…**hehe**

Once your exam result is out, give the kuliyyah about a week or 2 weeks to change your status.

Go to myiium and make sure your status has been changed from ACTIVE to GRAD ('GR') at the mypersonal tab.

If it has been changed, then pick one working day and come back to UIA and go to ANR and get the form called “Release of Certificate”.

With your matric card, go to all 5 offices listed in the form and get their signatures and official seals to confirm that you do not owe these departments any money or that you do not have disciplinary proceedings pending.

(The arrangement of these offices are based on the most convenient place to go first in order to avoid any delay in your application because office like finance div may take some time, so I recommend you to go to the offices based on the listing below, BUT ITS UP TO YOU TO DECIDE)

(i) Finance Division

Most of the graduated student advised me to go to Finance first because here it may take a long time to process the financial statement. Once you’ve got the statement, if everything is ok, you may proceed to the next office but if you have some debts owed you have to go to Muamalat Bank first and pay the debt owed and then come back to finance with the bank slip and hand it over to the person who in charge with your application. Then, once settled, they will sign and stamp the form and you may proceed to the next office.


(ii) Legal Unit

Here, I advised you to dress according to the dress code. Seriously! (in order to avoid anything bad..hehe). Go to the counter and hand over the form and your matric card. In case you dressed not in accordance to the dress code, you may ask your friends who come with you to do it for you provided his/her attires is according to the dress code. Once stamped and signed, proceed to the next place.

(iii) Mahallah

I advise you to go to mahallah first because the staff in the mahallah sometime can be quite annoying and too slow! Sometime they close the mahallah office earlier then the time they should or sometime they went to lunch at 12.30 and open it back around 2.30…seriously!

(iv) Library

Go to the counter and handed over your form and matric card. They will check whether you have any fines in case you didn’t return the book you have borrowed or in case of late return of the book. If there’s fines, please pay! If not, once the stamped and signed…heads to the last Ofice!

(v) IIUM Security

Go down the wooden staircase to the Summons Office for clearance. Give your matric card and the form. The officer will check if there is any summons. Here, then they wil cancel your matric card by punching a hole at your matric card and you can keep the “matric card yg berlubang” as souvenir or kenang-kenangan.


MAKE SURE THE 5 OFFICES SIGN & STAMP ON BOTH PAGES (A&R Copy + Students' Copy)

After clearing at Security Office, DON'T HEAD HOME. Go back to ANR and return the forms back! They will stamp “RECEIVED” on both copies (Student and ANR Copy) and return to you the student copy. Please keep that student copy safe because you will need it in order to collect your release letter and transcript on the given date once it has been endorsed!


That’s it! CLEARANCE!!!! Have fun guys!

….for me, it was totally fun because its like THE AMAZING RACE where you need to run and go to the chosen pit stop and “complete your task in order to go to another pit stop” ..hehe! …I’ve settled this clearance thingy in 1 hour! Haha..damn proud of it!...(and yeah…it will be more fun if you go with friends because after all this, you can chill out and hang out like I did! Hahaha….

aji janji lah!

mak..
hepi mother's day...
ajie xde adiah nk bg...sbb aji takde duit lah..hehe
tp..aji hanya mampu bg mak adiah yg ni jek...
"aji janji aji kemas buku2 aji and arrange it in 1 place"

ok mak?
luv u...

PLS GO AWAY FROM MY LIFE! I DUNT NEED YOU!

argghh...i hate this feeling! i tot i can forget all the things done to me..but i couldnt! damn! when i remembered it back..it brings tears...i wonder why friends do this to me..argghhh!!! how can i erase this bad memories!!! i hate this!!!!!

i never felt this way..usually..i never care! but now...even i try to forget it..i CANT! im too hurt! the cuts are so deep...and it left me with hating u..I HATE YOU WHO HURT ME! i tot we are friends...bestfriend..but i was wrong!

ARGGGHHHH.....I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

being EMOTIONAL!

the PAST?!

to hell with it!

my new mission now is...

FORGET THE PAST, LIVE THE FUTURE!

but it doesnt mean that i forgive and forget!

hell no!

you..you who have hurts me, stabbed me..

u lost my trust! and to gain it back is bloody hard!

i forgive you...but remember..i will not forget!

believe in karma dude...KARMA!!


so all the best with ur life! hope tht wht happen to me wont happen to u..and if it happen..then u shld know why!

CLUELESS

i know i just graduated from lawschool..but until now seriously im clueless..i dun know what to do...some of my friends have starts their working days and me..still in the state of UNKNOWN.. tho the resume has been distributed but somehow i feels like...will i get the job?! honestly speaking..i juz sent my resume to this one particular firm..i know im wrong..im suppose to vary my choice..but again..deep inside me..i feels like i dun want to cus i like the firm i chose!

seriously, life after studies is difficult as we hav to make our own path..where do we want to go..! i hate this stage of life..i hope i'll be working soon..tho people says working life is sucks..but still..i prefer working than do anything..cus i feels like life without purpose if not working! and now...i feel like one!

dear friends...please, pray for me..wish me luck and hope it all will be as i planned..

Dear Allah...i know you always there and i believe in u always..so i know..u're planning something good for me..and i thankful of that..syukran ya Allah...thank you ya Allah..


note to self: never give up! life is like a game...u hav to hav strategies to win your game! so..PLAY IT WELL..PLAY IT NICE!

did i juz saw mcdreamy?!

yesterday..i was in a hospital cus my granny had a surgery for her broken bones...so i waited for her from morning to the evening lah in the ward...while waiting...i saw this 1 particular guy...so charming, so dashing...so.....**speechless** (..hehe..) then he walked towards me...and suddenly says "hello...u miss azura?" and i was...so in the cloud nine when he know and say my name..haha! and i replied "yes, i am"...then he said.."ok..nenek miss azura sudah keluar dari operation theater but dia masih belum sedarkan diri bcs of the injection...but dun worry...she's fine now.."....and i then said.."trima kasih doctor..." and he smiled and says .."ur welkam miss azura...dun worry..if anything juz call the nurse ok.."...hahahahahahaha....deym! he's HOT! haha...with his smile and his dimple...his soft look..his eyes...argghhh.....!!! i cant forget his look!

i think i juz met with mcdreamy in SELAYANG HOSPITAL! seriously...i never tot tht govt hospital has such a hotshot doctor..ahahahah...man how i wish i will meet him again...! haha...suddenly i feels like i'm the luckiest girl when he say my name in such a nice way...hehe...

dear hotshot doctor...i "HEART" u..hehehehe....


deym! u're such an unforgettable and charming doctor!...

i need to do something with my life...

need a new strategy for this new phase of life...

need to distribute the resume...but again..AM I IN A DENIAL?!

deym!!...

ALHAMDULILLAH...Syukur...

Alhamdulillah...

i pass with flying colors for all my subjects..
and hence now, I'M OFFICIALLY GRADUATED FROM LAW SCHOOL...yay!

haha...i proudly to announce that I'M A LAW GRADUATE PEOPLE! haha...

as for now...i'll send my resume to the chosen lawfirms..and wait for their reply...

Ya Allah...thank you Ya Allah...Alhamdulillah...

what awaits me?!

1. Angels & Demons..will b in theaters on 14 May

2. I Love You, Man..14 May

3. Night at Museum : Battle of the Smithsonian...21 May

4. X-Men Origins : Wolverine...29 May

5. Claustrophobia (cuz of Ekin Cheng!)...30 May

6. Ghost of Girlfriends Past...4 June

7. TRANSFORMER: Revenge of the Fallen..(YAY!!!)..24 June

8. Harry Porter & The Half Blood Prince..16 July

9. G.I Joe : Rise of the Cobra..(yay again!)...7 Aug

10. Public Enemies...(cuz of Johnny Depp)...3 Sept


[do i care wht others wanna say abt it?!..haha! cus rite now..i dun hav anything to do..so i make a plan to watch wht movies in future..hehe..!]

GET WELL SOON GRANNY!

OMG!
my grandma admitted..
she fell while walking to the toilet..
and broke her bones...
her operation will be this tuesday!
i hope everything ok!
and i hope she can walk again.........

be strong granny...we know u're strong!

**Ya Allah..ku pohon agar nenek cpt sembuh dan pulih seperti sedia kala..ameen**

AKU PENGANGGUR!

oh my..

i finished my law school..

and now..IM UNEMPLOYED! haha..

hope tht i can start working ASAP...

cus..im totally BORED!

MIXED FEELINGS

Today 18.4.o9...i finished my law school after nearly 6 years (2 yrs A-Level and 4 yrs Degree)..
my feelings...well im happy and at the same time...i scared! i scared of the result tht will be came out next week...which tht day (the day the result are out) will determine my next stage of life...i hope and sincerely hopes that i'll pass all subjects...

so for now...my feelings are mixed cus:

1. happy - finished all xm..and finished my 4 yrs course and happy after attending the law graduates' dinner class of 2009...

2. scared - the unknown examination results...huhu

3. excited - to starts the next phase of life...i.e. working lah!

4. sad - cus will be missing all my batch mates...friends..

5. blank - cus dun know wht to do..

p/s: Dear God, i hopes everything will be ok...InsyaAllah...and i hopes i can starts my next phase of life successfully and hopes that i will be able helps my family to reduce their burden...

I'M GLAD ITS OVER!

fuh! what a day!

today i had to confront with Sir M for the report card day! damn scary..i felt like i want to perform open heart surgery and take out the heart and put it in a box..like being the captain of flying dutchman...huhu...

i was in the class for the report card from 1.15 pm hoping that my name will be called first...but then....after few hours passed, then he called my name...at 3.45pm...huhuhu...

at the stage...i felt like the whole world looking at me and hear all my mistakes and whether i screw up!

yes, i admit i screwed up - no cases for question 1 (a) (b) (c)...but only 2 cases for (d)! hahaha....infact...sir M says..."everything is ok..i know that u understand the Q asked. but again...CASES...CASES...AND CASES..."

hahaha...oklah...sir im so sorry..i admit i had not put cases in the answer script...stupid me..but i promise that for the 2nd test i'll do wonders! **PROMISE**

so at the end...im glad that i passed the test tho the marks cannot be regarded as "pass with flying color" but only barely passed or in malay...ATAS PAGAR JEK! ...but the marks are as i expected bcs of my own contribution...bcs of my own lack of diligence...so i deserve the marks..

not that i argued the marks allocated but i agree with it plus, im so much grateful to sir...thanks a million sir!

p/s: hav to be "diligence" student as mentioned by Dr. J rather than maintaining my status quo as "less diligence" student..take note that aji!

commit suicide - added on my list!

arghh...i feels like wanna jump from a hill and commit suicide!
im totally sucks in my evidence test! i dun remember any cases..plus with my stupidity i forgot section 34 for the entries of account book need corroboration! damn stupid aji! this is the result of not prepare for the test early...this is a result of last minutes preparation! damn!

sir..im totally sorry...i know the Q is easy..damn easy & straight forward but again..i only argues on the sections and without any cases to refer to..haha..so sorry...

during the test my mind keep on saying.."report card day...report card day...no cases..no cases...will be slammed..will be slammed..in front of everybody...in a big class room..."...huhu..

seriously...im totally screwed up! and thanks to my self for making to be a reality..huh!

PAIN IN THE ....

aigoo...
im so tensed this week!
got so many tests...

anyway, to update my previous entry, i have PIL test on Wed 18/2/09...well it went smoothly i can say! i never felt that way b4..usually i'll be so screwed up of so nervous..but that day..it went smoothly...alhamdulillah...hopefully this paper will not frustrate me later on..as i put high expectation on it..insyaAllah...ameen...

as for today entry...
im totally tired!
hav to read all the evidence notes..
got test tomorrow and still i have not yet prepares!
got cases somemore...aiyo!
dem im lazy...
better starts studying or else....doom!

p/s: argghh...tension nyer!

UPDATE!

6 FEBRUARY 2009 - Jurisprudence II test

Dem..i generalised everything! im not supposed to do that.. i wrote in my own version of what is Devlin & Hart debate..haha..but for the 1st Q..i think i do well! but not the debate..huhu..

**got my Juris paper today (17/2/09)..alhamdulillah...it went good! surprised to see the marks cus i dun expect it to be like tht..haha..thanks Prof Haseeb!**


12 FEBRUARY 2009 - CP II test

Shit! i dun know wht to wrote..the Q was simple but again..i dun know wht exactly the Q wants...i think its more on the practical side rather than what we used to do...and..im so screwed cus i just discussed briefly on O41..i shouldnt do that...! dem!

hope that it will be ok! InsyaAllah..


16 FEBRUARY 2009 - Trial CP Day

the most hectic and chaotic day of my life... cus i have trial in the eve... i dun prepared actually cus i tot our turn is at 8pm..but then it was change drastically to 6pm..with such a short notice (2 hours b4 actually)...when i presented the case...im sucks! haha..forgot to address the court..and forgot to pray for my client's case..haha...luckily the "judge" was ok and says that this just a practice..and no marks will be given..haha...all based on the file only..alhamdulillah...thanks Kak Hana...im promise that i will do better nex time... =)


17 FEBRUARY 2009 - supposed to be revision day for PIL.. =)

finished up my PIL assignment for submission tomorrow (18/2/2009)..alhamdullilah..DH SIAP! hehe...then im online..checked my email and FB..tho i know that tomorrow (18/2/2009) i'll be having PIL Test..haha..so dem malas! plus, i just knew that the test only cover 1 topic which is the state responsibility..i tot its just a few..but just now..i looked it up..and i realised...DAMN, ITS A LOT to read...the test will be at 8.30 pm...so insyaAllah..i'll struggle to finish the revision by tomorrow b4 8pm..(im the queen of last minutes preparation lah)..huhu...

Ya Allah..semoga aku dpt jwb soklan test PIL nnt dgn tenang dan yakin..ameen...

pick your number!

just now my fren sms me asking me to choose one group of numbers which i like the most...
the numbers she gave me were:

7800,
7105,
8561,
7906,
8683; and
8005

k..then i choose 7105 cus i think it is unique and my heart really wants tht number...
and i replied to my fren "7105"...

she then sent me another message which telling me the secret behind the number that i has choose..

according to her, this numbers' secret was a psychology study by dr. fadzilah kamsah...(i doubt tht..but who knows may be its right kan) ha-ha

so...7105 means... "I 'heart' SOMEONE" i.e. i like someone...

OMG...coincidently...its true!
ha-ha...

so...anyone out there who read this entry, i dare u to pick a number..and let me reveal the secret behind the number tht u have chosen..

ha-ha....dare to pick a number?

jurisprudence test vs laziness

dem!!
im so lazy..
hav jurisprudence test tomorrow at 4pm but still..
i didnt study anything!

dear god..
pls, giv me strength to fight with my laziness when it comes to study..

**note to self : aji, go and read juris lah...got test tomoro! and u sucks in juris..aiyayai!**

i love 2 guys...and i dun care..

i have another confession..
i'm in love..
i'm love with 2 guys..
one is sweet, decent and kind
another is naughty, sweet and cute...
gosh...i'm madly in love..

(~^___^~)

**anuar zain - the hearthrob**

**i just simply love him c^,) **

**mike he....**


p/s: i dunno why..but i hav this one thing..i like to see man in complete Baju Melayu..i dunno why..anyone i see in tht complete Baju Melayu, no matter he is cute or not will automatically becomes cute in my eyes... (~^___^~)

Strawberry Scone @ T-Cafe, Cameron Highlands

Chinese New Year Holiday 2009...
me and my fmly went for holiday at Cameron Highlands, Pahang (Malaysia)
i like the place there...cus its cool and so peaceful..
i would rather spent my entire life there..haha

we went to strawberry park, tea farm, cactus farm and so many more..

there was so much different since the i left the place in 2007..
but still...i love the place...
u can see people grow vegetables everywhere..

however, the intention of this entry is to talk about "strawberry scone" which we had for our tea..
the strawberry scones are so delicious and i would say that it is the most delicious scones i ever had...
its melt in your mouth..and the strawberry makes it more tastier...

**sorry the pic too bright! but this scone - A1**

im shocked to know that the shop are so simple, very homey...plus, there were less local there instead i saw tourists...


at 1 corner of the shop, there are letters from foreign customers who says that they missed the scones...the tourists appreciates our local shop rather than the local itself..

im so lucky to know this shop..cus all the home-made recipes are sooooooooo tasty...

i would recommend to those who will go to Cameron Highland to stop by at this shop..
and hav a taste of their very own strawberry scone, apple pie and strawberry cheesecake...
seriuosly...TRY IT and im sure u will not regret it..

im surely gona miss the taste of strawberry scones and strawberry cheesecake from T-Cafe

** T-Cafe at Tanah Rata near Marry Brown**

i'm an addict

i hav a confession to make...

im an addict...

im addicted to my PSP...

i cant separate myself with it...

** sedang di charge sbb asek main jek**
(aisehh...comotnyer dia =p)

oh GOD...

pls help me...

i need my life back...

choc-chips cookies + less sugar = low sugar choc-chips cookies

30 January 2009, aku kunun2 nyer wat cookies lah kan..
best jek bacuh all d ingredients..
cadbury choc, choc-chip, almond & mixed nut..etc
gaul...gaul...
pastu tepek atas "dulang pembakar"
then msuk oven..utk d bakar

fuh.tak spai 10 min, bau nyer menjalar seluruh rumah...
semerbak 1 rumah aku..dh mcm famous amos nye kdai jek..
spai jiran pun tnye.."buat biskut ker"

then.."ting"...
cookies ku dh siap!

dlm hati xcited nk mkn ni...
apatah lg adik bradik ku yg mmg giler choc-chip cookies..
aku terover xcited!
sbb dlm oprah cm sedap jek cookies tuh..
aku cium bau nyer..
fuh..kalah famous amos tau!
lantas..biskut itu ku msuk kn ke dlm mulut...
tetibe..aku rase lain..
then suddenly..
my mummy jerit...

"aji! kurang gule la! biskut ape cm ni.."

huhuhu...sedey...
kali ini biskut ku terkurang gula plak..
ades..tak leh caye gak recipe kat internet ni..
ke salah aku?!
huhu..lain kali aku wat choc-chip cookies yg aku slalu buat..
tak nk dh ikut recipe lain..

so hereby, i declare this cookies as "low sugar choc-chip cookies"

(T____T)

So much for our happy ending!!!!!!!!!

i dun care anymore..

be as wht u wants it to be..

cus..i really seems DUN CARE ABT IT!

thanks so much for our f*C&%#g friendship!

Soul Searching... S.O.S

please..

im looking for my mcDreamy..

the one that will giv comfort to my heart..

the one who i can talk to with...

Someone Should Tell You

by Sara xNiteoxLamiax

Someone should tell you what you did to me
We went everywhere I always felt free
Never did we spend a weekend with nothing to do
The days alone were the very few

Someone should tell you that you ruined me
Climbed mountains and rocks and that one favorite tree
Did homework and projects together after school
In the summer time we hung out in your pool

Someone should tell you how sad you made me
Friends forever and always we would agree
Never letting anyone get in the way of us
We never fought or ever made a fuss

Someone should tell you we aren't friends anymore
We never hang out like before
You broke me apart and left me for dead
Threw me away like a stale piece of bread

Someone should tell you how to be a friend and not just pretend

This poem retrieved from http://www.friendship-poems.com/poems.php?id=1106099

MY IMMEDIATE FUTURE PLAN...

This new semester would be my graduating semester..insyaAllah. so, there are so many difficulties i guess...in term of course works, assignments, achievements, and so on so forth...

My friends keep asking.."what u gonna do after this?" well..as always my answer would be "insyaAllah..sy chambering"..this famous question amongst the graduating students also affected the lecturers..they without fail..keep asking us the student.."what u gonna do after this".."what is ur immediate future plan?"..etc..some of my friends interested to join the judiciary..and some are so eager to fill up the post at the AG Chamber as prosecution officer...and some others would say "i want to be PTD"..

So talking about immediate future plan, i would say that my immediate future plan is CHAMBERING..in which law firm...still to be determined! haha.. infact..im not ready yet lah...even my resume still in the stage of "please fill in all the particulars". i was so shocked when i heard that some of my friends have even sent their resume to selected law firms in Malaysia (of course lah kan..mane lagi!)..whoa! that was so immediate and determined! me...still thinking that i think..i'll be "distribute" (eceh..hehe) my resume in March 2009 kot...huhu...

Other than chambering..my plan is..i want to do master in international law abroad...(insyaAllah..ameen)..

Other than these two...hmmm...i dont know what else...haha...so i will fill up the "SPA Online Form" just for my plan B...(anyway..we suppose to have backup plan right!)..so im thinking of maybe if im lucky enough..i want to joint the prosecution division because my lecturer, Mr. B said..."YOU SHOULD JOIN THE AG..BE A PROSECUTOR! YOU CAN DO IT..YOU HAVE THE AURA"..(oh my...melayang-layang ku di saat itu sbb..I DUNT WANT TO BE A PROSECUTOR AND I DONT WANT TO JOIN THE AG..that was my answer to him when he said those words..haha)..but now..im considering it..who knows rights...maybe my luck and maybe its my fate as determined by Allah..that i would be a prosecutor...kan?!

** Only Allah knows..and god willing.. =)**

But..my friends said..under the SPA form..only have 2 posts that are so damn fit with my qualification..that are:

1. Pegawai Tadbir & Diplomatik

2. Pegawai Undang-undang

Then..i screamed...WHAT?!...haha..(beselah..org x penah amek tau psl SPA..haha)..then my friends explained..that under "Pegawai Undang-undang" it would be post for prosecutor, magistrate, etc...so i asked my friends, is it means that if i choose "Pegawai undang-undang"...then i might be offered as Magistrate (ades..me as Magistrate?! can ah?! aiyayai...); or Deputy Public Prosecutor (konon lah kan..),or Drafter (huhu..busan!)..or etc.. and my so called beloved friends answered..."I GUESS THE ANSWER FOR UR QUESTION WOULD BE YES!"..(**duh! apa punye kwn lah..sendri pun tak tau..)

And about "Pegawai Tadbir & Diplomatik"...hmm..interesting..especially if i got a place in international affair division...he3x..(juneJuni..teman politikku..mari join UN..or be an "ambassador" (eceh..)hehehe...but..PTD?!...i'll think about it later lah...

So...here it is..MY IMMEDIATE FUTURE PLAN:

1. Apply for Chambering at any lawfirm which "sudi" to offer me a place..

2. Fill up the SPA a.k.a. Suruhanjaya Perkhidmatan Awam...

3. If im lucky..and my xm result so damn excellent and i have a sponsor..then..i maybe apply for Master...

but..my priority is..CHAMBERING...cuz..i want to taste the pain and suffering as chambering student and i want to practice my knowledge that i gained for almost 6 years in "Law"...further..i think, it is good that we do our chambering first as that period will teach us the "real world" in court drama...and "real world" of what happening outside...

So..insyaAllah..if God-willing...i will be graduating this semester..(**goshh...so scary...huhu**)

To my friends out there...

"GUYS...WHAT R U GONNA DO AFTER THIS HAH?! HEHE..."

PESANAN KHAS UNTUK:

1. Leini
"i support u 110% for ur choice to join the judiciary..and i hope u succeed in it.."Pn. Magistrate Soon to Be"..ameen.."

2. Emmy
"jom..susahkan diri jd chambie..hehe!"



p/s: susah gak jd graduating student ni...byk kene pk...dlu senang jek..trus pk nk chambering..now..kene pk byk plan and backup plan...huhu..